'Just remember what's the reason for you to held on for so long?'

What have been up my mind recently?

If you were to ask me about this,

it could probably be the same thing I was being reminded about.

Life, is. really. hard.

Just to sum up everything in short,we could have it all if we were given a chance to prove it all.

Have I not tried? Have I not?

Sometimes... I just got really lost in my own thoughts.

Why is life treating me this way?

Telling myself,It's okay. Since,I've already got used to it.

But.............................................

Truly deep down,I don't feel good.

It's just another bad feeling.

How I wished I could take all means to kill that feeling I had against everything.

Genting trip!!!

Day 1: Check in to hotel > Cable car > Strawberry farm > Bird nest ice cream > cable car back to genting > bowling > back to hotel to rest > Dinner @ mushroom farm restaurant > Pool > Back to hotel to rest.

Day 2: Wake up > Washed up > Old town for breakfast > Indoor theme park > Steamboat for dinner > Back to hotel > Starbucks to chill + Free wifi > Pool > Fish spa > Sing K > Back to hotel to rest.

Day 3: Wake up > Washed up > Marrybrown for breakfast > Walked around first world plaza > Chilled at starbucks + free wifi for the last time > Waited for the bus > board the bus > 6 hours ++ journey back to SG > Met joyce for pasar malam > HOME!

Make some time for me.

3 months ago............ I'm there to surprise you on your birthday! The smile on your face never wipe off from my mind. What makes me upset is......... I didn't get to pass you your present. Even until NOW. Sigh. Are you trying to avoid me? Are you trying to ignore me? Are you trying..... there's just endless..... 'are you trying to...................' SIGH. All this mad thoughts got me thinking every single day. This life,what am I leading? I don't even understand it. Time will prove,time will heal. When will the 'time' be here?

Just missing you is not enough.

GRADUATE LOOOOOOOOO!

Graduation day today! Hopefully be back with more photos for me to upload. Till then. x.x

#you

Can I spend my birthday with you? ):

Making me realize.

Haven't been seeing you. Wanna give it a try. But,I've no idea how should I even start it with. I wished I could,but I know I can't. I can't deny the feelings I've for you. Can you accept it? I'm trying,trying my best...... to try. I've the urge to ask,but at the same time...having the fear to be fear of. Can someone just come and change all the thoughts I have?

Under the same sky,missing you.

All I want for my birthday this year isn't any fanciful presents / gifts. I don't need a big celebration. I don't need a big or wonderful birthday cake or so.

All I want and hope for was to just spend it with you.

Even if it's just a short one hour or so. I'm pretty fine with it. As long as I got to spend it with you. But I know....I should expect less from this. As..... it'll never happen.

Fort Siloso!

Do we really have a choice of our own?

Turning 20 in less than a month time? Don't think I'll be having any plans to celebrate it or what. I've no plans. But... I'm just wishing for a surprise. From you. I know,I should not expect much. But,that's probably the littlest thing I could ask for. I'll just start expecting the least that could happen. I always believed,If it's gonna happen... no matter what... it will happen. Having the faith.

Eugenia!

Had Steamboat and a little catch up plus gambling over at Melvin's crib the other day.
Overflow of hotdogs and beancurd skins in the pot!
Really miss the secondary school days.

I miss you.

In life we should always learn to accept what we can't change and change what we can.
It's never easy when we always assume it's hard.
We learn to appreciate and we lose it.
No matter how long this wait gonna be,
I'm gonna wait.
Cause,it's never the beginning that means the thing.
It's the ending that makes every single thing counts.

Chinese New Year 2012

Hi,How's CNY for everyone???

This year's new year feels a little different. Didn't get to meet up with all my cousins and all.
But still, met the little cute ones over at my aunt's place.
Gambled for 2 days over at Janice's place.
Had both the win and the lose.

Hope everyone had fun!