Good 'ol days?

Do we really have a choice of our own?

2012-01-29T21:57:00.003+08:00

Turning 20 in less than a month time? Don't think I'll be having any plans to celebrate it or what. I've no plans. But... I'm just wishing for a surprise. From you. I know,I should not expect much. But,that's probably the littlest thing I could ask for. I'll just start expecting the least that could happen. I always believed,If it's gonna happen... no matter what... it will happen. Having the faith.

Eugenia!

2012-01-27T10:49:00.002+08:00

Had Steamboat and a little catch up plus gambling over at Melvin's crib the other day.
Overflow of hotdogs and beancurd skins in the pot!
Really miss the secondary school days.

I miss you.

2012-01-27T10:38:00.002+08:00

In life we should always learn to accept what we can't change and change what we can.
It's never easy when we always assume it's hard.
We learn to appreciate and we lose it.
No matter how long this wait gonna be,
I'm gonna wait.
Cause,it's never the beginning that means the thing.
It's the ending that makes every single thing counts.

Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-25T11:32:00.004+08:00

Hi,How's CNY for everyone???

This year's new year feels a little different. Didn't get to meet up with all my cousins and all.
But still, met the little cute ones over at my aunt's place.
Gambled for 2 days over at Janice's place.
Had both the win and the lose.

Hope everyone had fun!

Lost in my own thoughts.

2012-01-23T11:49:00.002+08:00

This tough road ahead,makes me want to give up.
But yet,at the same time... I wished....
Things could work out. For me and you.
Am I asking too much? I'm just being myself.
When you're around,I caught myself breathing a little harder and faster.
Come on,let's make this right.

CNY!

2012-01-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Dragon new year everyone!
Hope you guess will have the best of luck in every single thing you do!
All the best in collecting red packets and............. gambling and gathering.
In short,in everything you do!

The start of this brand new year has almost suck all my money up. Have been buying this and that. Need to buck up on my referee assignments!
I need moolah!!!

Everyone have a good year ahead!

LIKE SERIOUSLY! USS FOR THE THIRD TIME.

2012-01-22T22:53:00.005+08:00

Rejections are the worst enemy ever.

2012-01-21T07:22:00.003+08:00

The feeling of seeing you gets stronger each time. It's been probably a month of not seeing you. I miss you. I wish I've the courage to talk to you normally. Asking you out for dinner and etc. What I fear most was........ the replies of rejection from you. And I'm pretty sure you're busy with your schoolwork and life. That's why I don't wanna add on to your bother and troubles. Knowing the answer and I just fear too much. Sorry if I bother you at the wrong time and the wrong day. I just wanna have a chat or an exchange of words. It seems hard. But,I'm never giving up~

Friends? What's the definition of it?

2012-01-20T09:30:00.003+08:00

There's this feeling in me which I can't explain at all. It's a little sadness,unhappiness and.... all the mixed up feelings you can named. I always wanted things to be easier,much easier for anyone to handle. But... it seems like it's impossible. You told me,we're still friends. Fuck it. That wasn't true at all. Not even a single bit. Maybe there's a guilt there in me. But still.......... Thanks so much for saying we could still be friends/we're still friends when all that was just saying to make a comfort. It's seriously not needed at all. If that's what makes you happy. Just continue doing it. Because,you know.... it's all the hurt I feel. And the weird sadness in me. You don't bother a single bit all thanks for leaving and not knowing the hurt. Cause,In your mind... I'm the one that's in the wrong,I was the one that left. Putting all the blame on me. It's okay. You don't even read here anymore. I'm just gonna leave once I got my stuffs back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRUTHERRR

2012-01-20T08:58:00.002+08:00

Sports Management.

2012-01-17T10:41:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY! Shortlisted for SM interview this coming Thursday! Happy kid. Anyway,Goooooooooluck to whoever's also shortlisted for SM. Hopefully everyone from FT that apply can be in the same class again.

Mehhhhhhhhhhhhhz,I'm kinda craving for some strictly pancakes now. T.T

Application

2012-01-12T11:30:00.002+08:00

Hi. Anyway... Here to congrats those who made it through the O'level. And good luck for your application to the schools of your choice. So yeah. I made a trip down to simei Ite yesterday and made my higher nitec in sports management application. Shall wait for them to call me next week for interview. Hopefully able to get into the course. I want to continue studying. I don't wanna work my life away. After application,I went down straight to SBC for officiating. hehe which means...... moolahhhhhhz $.$ rolling in. Yay! I'm gonna try to saving moolah for genting trips and bkk this year! :)

It was never easy......

2012-01-12T10:50:00.003+08:00

I miss you. But you've no idea how much I really miss you.
When there's a crowd where you might be,I caught myself searching for you high and low.
When I see you,I caught myself smiling.
And can't stop having my heart racing against the speed of light.
We might have nothing,but... whenever I think of you.
I just misses you. so much.

You have got me.

2012-01-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

Press on. Don't give up. You've got me on your back. I wanna watch you back on the court. Press on, You can do it!

I miss school

2012-01-09T08:38:00.002+08:00

I miss school. I miss this people. I miss the fun and the jokes. I miss having them around.

Cherish what you got.....

2012-01-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

First Saturday of the year 2012. Staying home for more than half a day. And my day is just barely passing by... with nothing but food. This is why staying at home makes you fat. Other than that,It's just fine. I miss days where all my friends are never tied down with work or commitments at all. Days like this will never come back. I'm really glad and thankful for the friends that's still here. For those that's gone,I hope you're living great.
Sometimes,It's just pretty upset to know that friends you used to hang out with forgotten who you are and just pretend we didn't see each other when we walked passed. Isn't it sad to admit the truth when all you wished was just a lie?

Summing up my 2011

2012-01-07T14:19:00.001+08:00

IN 2011:

My friends got me oven for my birthday'2011
I got myself a baking mixer and apparently it's spoil after less than 10 times of usage?
Had bbq with the Yewtee peeps kinda screwed up because of the stupid gin that was poured on the charcoal.
Return back to the court,on my own stupid choice for my first and last itesc for west team.
Champion among the colleges.
Jb for the dopest BKT even though I hate to eat pork.
Watched the very first floorball match at Rp.
Hornets merged team with Kembangan for the lack of players for the u19 team.
Played for youth cup 2011,came in 3rd. #happything
B-O
Had advanced National's Day dinner with the Kembangan peeps.
Bought Timbuk2 bag. (But,it's too big for me. Have yet to use it!)
Internship over at SDSC.
Good 18weeks spent there.
Baked cupcakes and surprised Coach Neo over at SBC.
Baked cookies and visted Zf.
Many birthday celebration in between.
Sdsc's Gala dinner.
Active Oldies (Boccia and Lawn bowl)
Presentation and Report for internship.
Holidays.
Started working @ Singapore Flyers.
Tanning when I'm free as and when.
Returning back to AES for basketball camp bbq and stayover.
Birthday surprise for zf.
Stayover at A's then to school for Christmas potluck.
Baked cookies for potluck.
work work work.
Dim sum singing K and gift exchange with the clique
Christmas countdown @ la barra di vino (work)
First experience in the club.
work
work
did something brave.
dropping Christmas present at the door.
work.
New year countdown @ la barra di vino (work)

Afterall,i think this 2011 is the best year ever. Achieving the things I want. And seeing the changes I made in my life. It's much more better now. I must really say it.

Hard Rock Hotel to start off the year 2012

2012-01-04T09:42:00.001+08:00

How did you spend your last day of 2011???

2012-01-01T09:48:00.003+08:00

okay,so basically i spent it all on work. firstly,in the morning... i worked over at singapore flyers then over the countdown night at jurrel's club. haha! yeah,another experience from the club. this time round was about the same as the christmas eve which i also spent it there. all the familiar faces,all the epic drunk moment the customers have and the non-stop dancing just got me staring and smile to myself stupidly. all the epic moment stays in the club. home around 5+am and nap for barely just 2 hours and got up for work at the flyers again. yeah,i'm now blogging via my blackberry while work. will update more about my 2011 and everything if i've the time to do so. so cheers! have a blessed year ahead! :)

#you

2011-12-29T13:15:00.003+08:00

You don't even have to speak.
Just by seeing your smile it speaks a thousand words to my heart.
I just hope one day,things will be good for us.

Getting old.

2011-12-29T12:53:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna be 20 next year.
I don't wanna hit the big 2.

#you

2011-12-28T12:05:00.004+08:00

I did the bravest thing on boxing day. And yay!
I hope it did surprise you! :)

And... Hope you like it too!

#Life

2011-12-26T13:50:00.003+08:00

In life,we'll just realized who's real and who's there for us.
By the measure of time.

Awaits. for. you.

2011-12-26T12:16:00.002+08:00

'When the days are getting tough, Just so you know better days are coming ahead.'

just wait~

Gift Exchange with the Clique

2011-12-26T11:07:00.001+08:00

Dim Sum And K Day with the clique.

2011-12-26T10:50:00.004+08:00

2011-12-20T10:53:00.000+08:00

16 days and still counting.
#you

#you

2011-12-20T09:38:00.002+08:00

I don't show doesn't mean I don't care.
It's the slightest thing that matters the most.
I misses you day and night.
Hoping to see you soon.
Yet,you're always tied down with other commitments.
I really miss you ):

It's all because.... of me......

2011-12-18T10:48:00.002+08:00

This time round,I'm sure I'm not gonna make effort for being a friend. I'm gonna let the nature flows from within. Life might be on a downhill when you seems to feel pointless about it. Sometimes,it even come to a point of time where I just felt so helpless wanting someone to be there for me. Even if it's just laughing over my problems,not solving them for me. At least,I learn to pour them out without realizing it. I may not really appreciate what you've done for me. But well,after all........ to be honest,it was my fault for being like this. I know. I've nothing to deny and go against it. Well,It's really disappointing that......we're not that close anymore. Maybe it's better we're not gonna be close friends again. It's just sad,to agree with my own thoughts.

There's only you

2011-12-18T10:46:00.001+08:00

Will you give me a chance to prove you wrong?
I'm willing to give it a try.

Just you and I.

#you

2011-12-16T10:18:00.002+08:00

So happy,so glad that I tried.
At the very least.

I really miss you )':

Are you aware?

2011-12-15T12:23:00.002+08:00

Am I not worth your time at all?

I'm still waiting,waiting for that day~~~

AES basketball camp 2011

2011-12-15T11:46:00.004+08:00

2011-12-12T19:51:00.001+08:00

Baked cookies today! :)

2011-12-12T01:48:00.002+08:00

My days might not start off well. But,I'm really thankful for it ended way too good. Meeting and catching up with life of my used to be closed friends. Feels really good. Like really good old days. Miss times like this.

If that's how life suppose to be.........

2011-12-11T10:16:00.002+08:00

Even how shitty I feel myself as, I still fake a smile and pretend everything was still fine. Keeping myself in silence,telling myself it's all fine knowing it's not and trying to learn how to accept how this life is fucking treating me. Trying pretend that we're fine,But HEY... We're not. Forget it,no matter what. This is still life,it still have to fucking-move-on-and-on. All we need to learn is to SUCK IT UP.

2011-12-11T10:02:00.000+08:00

And I'm gonna wait for you.

2011-12-11T09:58:00.001+08:00

Short catch up with @joyisover over at town yesterday. Fep > Wheelock Place > Ion > 313 > *scape Flea > Orchard Central > Marina Square > Suntec > HOME.

Look around... It's just there,

2011-12-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

Many a times I looked around the world,wondering how could the world be like without you?
I bet,it couldn't be the same.
Because,even how far we were... We're always under the same blue skies...
Actually,I've not been really pinning high hopes. Cause,I'm afraid of disappointment.
I know.... after everything there might just be disappointment from anywhere.
Yes,I might live with my ugly pasts. But what's forward looking now.....
It's the future that's being uphold on my hands.

And I hope I could spend my future with you <3

2011-12-09T20:55:00.003+08:00

Tanning with @jasperlye and @leeyuhong

2011-12-09T07:35:00.001+08:00

i wonder who reads my blog?

life routine.

2011-12-09T07:28:00.003+08:00

Life? How's life? I asked myself and ponder. I guess I've already gotten the hang of working over @ Singapore flyers already. Almost everyday was about work. I don't even have much time to meet up with my friends. But,I thank god that I've been meeting up with a couple of my primary school friends for supper. It's always good to catch up with your friends. I mean,they were the ones that I was closed with when i was in primary school. those old days,are really good old days. i miss school,i miss attachment,i miss seeing my classmates. i miss just going to school to hang out. since,it's holidays and graduation soon. I bet everyone will slowly drift away. It may be just barely 2 years. But,it passed by just like the days. never expect things to passed by so fast. All we could do was to accept the changes.

How's everyone? Having a good life? Going through something tough? Hope everyone's fine! :)

YOU.

2011-12-08T15:40:00.003+08:00

Just wanna be happy with someone. Just wanna be together with someone. Just wanna share my happiness and joy with someone. Just wanna care for someone more than myself. Just wanna love someone. Just wanna miss someone. Just wanna get attached with someone. Just wanna buy gifts for someone. Just wanna make someone happy. Just wanna cook meals for someone. Just wanna hang out with someone. Just wanna be there for someone. Just wanna smile because of someone. Just wanna see someone falling asleep beside me. Just wanna go through the thick and thin with someone.

could you just be that someone I'm saying about? ):

Living with the cruel pasts.

2011-12-08T10:02:00.004+08:00

Each and every time i said i give up trying. I tried even harder just to realized you've already given up. I know I'm in no position to say much. But,why don't just give it a try to be just friends again. We both had already moved on. So what? though we'll never be in love again. That doesn't mean... we can never be friends what? Right? Don't ever be such a narrow minded someone. Because,i really tried coming out of my own comfort zone to put my ego and pride down. Please learn to appreciate before everything is too late to continue.

what's the point?

2011-12-08T09:11:00.002+08:00

what's the point of me putting in effort just trying to get back what i want? what's the point when the effort is never gonna be appreciated at all? what's the point when all i get is taken being ungrateful for. what's the point when you don't even take the first step at all? what's the point seriously what's the point? the desvatating thoughts that haunts me.

HaPpY fAt FrIeNdS @ jB!

2011-12-06T20:13:00.001+08:00

2011-12-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

'Even if you don't fall for me,just let me continue loving you.'

Because,I never wanna lose you.
Not at all.

2011-12-05T12:10:00.002+08:00

There's always something I can never win.
yes,not even one.

Every time I lose an battle I told myself, 'It's okay,Pick yourself up there's still other ways.'

2011-12-05T09:27:00.001+08:00

SCMS 2011!

2011-12-04T15:48:00.003+08:00

You're the best I could ask for.
You're the only one that could just used a smile to kick off the awkwardness we had.
You're like the apple of my eyes, You're cute just like that<3

My ability is to try and wait.

2011-12-03T10:29:00.003+08:00

It maybe a very expected reply from you.
But still,thanks for replying. I don't know what to say.
And it kept me worried when you didn't reply me last night.
I got nervous,awkward,paranoid.
Thank god,you did. I feel much relived.

Life is hard,live it.

2011-12-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

Note to self:

Have faith.
Have courage.
Kick away the awkwardness.
lastly,Be yourself.

2011-12-02T14:05:00.002+08:00

If only I was less awkward,less shy and more upfront to do the things I want. I could probably get the things I want. I'm sorry,this is just me. I can't speak out about my feelings. I really want to speak out to you about my feelings towards you. But,each time I think about it... I rather not speak. I really miss you. If only you feel the same. )':

2011-12-02T11:54:00.002+08:00

It may not be the best,but... still I hope for the best.
Happy 19th birthday to you<3

DECEMBER 2011

go there strong,be strong.

2011-12-01T18:16:00.003+08:00

it's finally december. a month to be excited and forward-looking about. it may mean like just another month. but,it's like a new month for me to move the mountain. i know i can't do much to move the mountain. but,i'm just gonna do my best. even if it turns out bad,at least i know i tried. it'll be more than enough. life will be good,it will be. believe in me,just like how you believed in yourself. have faith.

2011-11-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

明天一定会跟好！

2011-11-30T20:12:00.001+08:00

Everything will be fine. Everything will be fine. Everything will be fine.

Everything will be fine.

this.is.life

2011-11-30T19:40:00.002+08:00

Last day of November. Nothing special to me though. It was just days,months. Nothing else. Everyday seems like a holiday to me. Losing track of the days. Am slowly getting the hang of the job. Life is plain and beautiful. Tomorrow will be a good long start of December. I know it will be. Hang in there. I'm coming for you. Let me take the step to move that mountain. Even though,I've no chance to be with you. At least let me realize,I still can count on you each time. I can fake a smile. I can pretend to be happy, I can pretend that I don't care, but what I can't do is pretend that I don't love you.

Somewhere somehow?

2011-11-28T10:43:00.002+08:00

All that I really want was probably feel appreciated and happy about anything. Just with anyone that make it happen.
I don't dare to make big dreams about life. Because,I'm afraid of the....... high expectations I give myself.
The number of failures I had been through, The number of times I fall and picked myself up.
There's just way too many.

2011-11-28T09:50:00.001+08:00

Everything will be fine if I have you.

2011-11-28T09:43:00.002+08:00

This.is.life.

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2011-11-28T09:40:00.001+08:00

Hectic week is over. (At least for now)

always being stupid.

2011-11-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

there's so much one could tell from my face. yet,there's just way too much reasons behind it. life is such a drag. one day everything will change,or probably it had already changed. nobody knows and nobody feels the same way as i do. all i want was us to be really good friends again. yet again,there's just way too much reasons why we are not. i tried opening up,putting my ego down to take the first step. it all ended up unappreciated afterall. why am i still doing it? it's stupid to do such things,i know. slowly one day,you should know..... i won't be there anymore. no point having a friend that only talk to you as and when they like. move on from this sad story of my life,move on. just move on. this life is much better for you. having your fun and freedom that you missed out on. cause,it's never fun with me at all. time by time,i know there's reasons why i should and why i shouldn't. #randomthoughts

2011-11-24T07:16:00.000+08:00

If there's a thing to be happy about. That could be you.

Timbre with the girls.

2011-11-24T07:14:00.000+08:00

2011-11-24T07:07:00.001+08:00

Can you just let me fall in love with you?

That's the only thing I could ask for.
Because,during the near future I don't have any idea if things will change.
Those years and days, it's nothing to compare to.

2011-11-24T07:02:00.002+08:00

This week is all about WORK. Anyway, Will be working for SITEX fair this weekend. If you're dropping by................come find me!!! Hehe. Need to pack my bag soooooooooooooooooon.

2011-11-19T15:25:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm really better off alone.

2011-11-19T15:16:00.002+08:00

Maybe I don't deserve friends. Maybe I'm really better off alone. Pissing one then another one slowly just to know it kills my own thoughts from everything. Sorry friends, It's my own fault for all the failed impromptu plans and all. I thought I was.... doing what I needed to do as a friend. But well,I guess........ I should just MYOB and STFU from now on. SIGHZ.

I brought this misery to myself. Sorry,it's my fault. A G A I N.

2011-11-18T20:55:00.001+08:00

Can someone catch me my dreams and make them come true?
Just one dream will do. It will make it right and fine.

2011-11-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

Don't try going this same path back again.
You might be led to the same route over the same old shit.
IT'S A CYCLE.

2011-11-17T23:39:00.001+08:00

'How does feeling really happy over nothing feels like?'

2011-11-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

Anyway, watched 'You're the apple of my eyes' with Ilina yesterday. At least it did kill my boredom for yesterday. I rate the movie 5/5. It's funny and guess what? I didn't even fall asleep during the show. (something to be proud of) Hahaha. I've yet to find a really decent job to work this holiday. I really need money.

ANYBODY HAS A JOB TO INTRO? ):

2011-11-16T11:32:00.001+08:00

this. is. the. most. meaningless. holiday. I. ever. had.
s.e.r.i.o.u.s.l.y.s.p.e.a.k.i.n.g

Period.

'JOHN DAY OUT'

2011-11-08T10:22:00.002+08:00

2011-11-08T10:05:00.002+08:00

Just when you think that I'm worthless. So be it. If you didn't know... I was trying to be your friend again. (Well,not like we're not though.) But......... Is it really this plain stupid and narrow minded? Come on,It's not like the end of the world right? Fuck it. Tried times and times. And getting back all this shit. What's the point???

#Life

2011-11-07T04:41:00.002+08:00

'Know where you stand before everything fall apart.'

Friends come and go. It's like a cycle. People who made more effort wins. People who doesn't make any effort,deserve to lose and weep.
I don't need the best people to be my friend, Because it's in them where I found the best.
Fearing of being not good enough, Fearing of losing everyone.
Too much to fear.

As long as you're happy.

Buffet town

2011-11-05T09:59:00.003+08:00

Buffet town yesterday was a blast. Took photos and my SD card decided to 'shortcut' it. So angst over it. No photos yet again. Had a really good day with everyone that went. It's been so long since we went out. HMMMZ. School's ended. When will it be the next time we gonna meet out and go out again? :(

Anyway,I rate buffet town 3.5/5

2011-11-05T09:18:00.000+08:00

ⓣⓡⓨ ⓐⓖⓐⓘⓝ ⓕⓞⓡ ⓣⓗⓔ ⓣⓗⓘⓝⓖⓢ ⓨⓞⓤ ⓦⓐⓝⓣ ☺☺☺

Javelin event for the first time and the probably last time.

2011-11-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

2011-11-04T10:10:00.002+08:00

So many things, So many people, So many faces.
I'll miss them all.
I'll miss all the shit and jokes we went through to pass the days.

I don't have the courage.

2011-11-04T09:55:00.001+08:00

If there's ever a chance..... for me to turn back time. It could be that day....... JUST that one day is already enough to make me content and happy. I miss you. It's been really long not seeing you at all. Wonder........ how are you now? ):

2011-11-04T00:08:00.001+08:00

'Come to think,you never thought of wanting me back at all.
Not even once. Maybe.... it's all fated. LOL.'

Last Day

2011-11-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

Unofficially yet 'officially'..... Last day of school today. Oh well, a part of me feel sad yet a part of me just feel happy that IAP report and presentation are F.I.N.A.L.L.Y OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR. Yay! So happy. Sad because..... it seems like the last time I'm gonna see everyone (classmates) in school. And wearing the same FT top again. This mixed feelings are all messed up in my mind and everything. The bonding we made,we had. It's unbeatable. THOUGH, During this 1.5 years there's a lot of ups and down, hatred from everywhere. But still,I believed everyone will miss each others. Soooooooooo gonna miss the clique of people that I hang out with. And my classmates. I'm gonna miss shouting,scolding,swearing,pudding-ing,laughing,joking and everything with them. All the fun and joy we had,can never be forgotten. It's NEVER a regret coming to FT with not much expectation in the course. (Because,I've actually..... never thought of what I'll be doing if I've not taken up FT the other time and know nuts about what FT is all about.) Glad for everyone that made it through the internship period.

Hopefully, E V E R Y S I N G L E O N E will still stay in contact at the very least.

(So lost in my post. Side tracked)

2011-11-01T19:12:00.001+08:00

'Promises that people made,were meant to be broken.
Words that people said,were meant to be a lie.
Dreams that people dreamed of,were meant to crashed. '

2011-10-30T10:51:00.000+08:00

'Even the best falls down sometimes.'

2011-10-25T16:47:00.002+08:00

I know where I stand. I know where to keep myself from the distance. I know how much I mean to you. I know how much it's isn't possible. I know how much................................... so many to be mentioned.

Beautiful faces,beautiful day.

2011-10-25T16:40:00.002+08:00

2011-10-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

I've never thought we could came this far.
I've never even thought you could make me misses you more than anything.
I've never thought we could even be friends.

THIS.IS.MORE.THAN.JUST.A.DREAM.

2011-10-24T12:29:00.001+08:00

Give Up!
TRY AGAIN!

2011-10-24T12:25:00.001+08:00

Dislike how the night fall out after a cold talk.
Wished even with the coldest words,things will still remain the same.

'Go away' ?

2011-10-24T12:17:00.002+08:00

Is it better for you to see me leave?
Even how much I wished I don't have to?
Promises are promises.
You try keeping it,try losing it.
At the end of the day...

It..........will..........still...........be..............broken.............................

Dislike.

2011-10-24T12:12:00.002+08:00

"I Don't want to see you leaving sad."

But,you don't have any idea how much I was already hurt seeing you like this. Telling me off. I was left with nothing but to take a step back and leave.

'Wishing that things didn't became like this.'

The happy times I kept them with me,the sorrow and the *!@)*#)#)@#))# was all left aside. And down the deep sea. I wanna hold you close. Even if.... it's really far from my ability to do so=(

2011-10-24T12:06:00.001+08:00

Beautiful day in school. Seeing all the favorite people from everywhere. Seeing all the happy faces everywhere. Catching up and etc. School is good,everything is good (Not really). Suck it up and move with the flow.

Tanning + Picnic With Ilina

2011-10-22T22:42:00.004+08:00

I wished there's a time machine.

2011-10-21T10:30:00.003+08:00

Had appreciation lunch yesterday at Gobal Kitchen over at Pan Pacific Hotel. Had a really short catch up with the SDSCians,after leaving them for 4 days. Happy things always come to an end with a smile. Yeah,A huge big smile from them. Before leaving the hotel,My boss gave me a hug. It's damn #awkward. But well,He did that to everyone. So happy seeing them. They made me misses my internship there. Even how hard it was,I had already overcome it without knowing.

Back to square ONE

2011-10-19T14:06:00.001+08:00

When can I confess my heartfelt words and thoughts to you?
You meant the world to me. Yet,You're #Forever so near YET sooooo far away from me! :(

2011-10-19T13:45:00.002+08:00

I miss being in love.

When was the last time I felt like that?

I miss being someone's other half.

Now, it just seems that it's me against the world.

And that feeling, literally suck balls.

2011-10-19T10:07:00.001+08:00

Howareyou?
Imissyousobadly.
Thenumberofdaysandtimethatwehaventmetjustmadememissesyoumore.

What am I saying?

2011-10-19T09:49:00.002+08:00

Wishing things could change,wishing things could stay,wishing so many things. Wanting to know wanting to say wanting to ask. But,,I just kept this thoughts going swirling around my mind. Turn left,turn right,It's going in the circles. A cycle like a bicycle.